If I could go back in time, I would choose to be myself. The true ME has dropped somewhere in the past when I didn’t have to pick up steam to feel fitted with some people.
The thing is: if you wonder whether to do or not to do sth because you are afraid of being hurt, just DO it. Once you yourself got a slap in the face, there would be no more hesitance down the road.
I’ve never thought things would turn out like that. It’s when I know you are in troubles but cannot do anything; even say to you something, even nonsense. I’m really lost.